I feel like there is a never-ending game of cat and mouse. Making plans with someone, and then having to CHASE them to see if it’s still a-go. I’m completely over it. I don’t feel like these people actually want to hang out with me, so why the hell do I bother remaining friends with them?
Why do I continuously put myself through the angst of wanting to please people? It’s like I set out to just prove myself to a bunch of losers. Why do I do that? It’s such a waste of time and energy when they don’t make the effort with you. It’s fucking ridiculous.